I just felt it was time to write an insightful post.
Life’s been good. I’ve remembered how to let go of things. I was building up this complex web of how I think the world works and protecting it like a little girl protects her sandcastle decorated with shells and seaweed. But then I realised something. All I could do was watch as the ocean wave washed it away. I suppose the ocean wave is life.
I have ups and downs a lot. Like, a lot. But until sometime around 5am last Sunday morning, the latest down had a proper hold on me. A joint and a conversation changed that. One of the coolest guys I know made me question how I was thinking. I was letting my own mind crawl so far inside itself that I couldn’t involve myself in what other people were talking about. I always had to relate it to my own complex beliefs. Then I’d find myself staring blankly at someone with no idea what they were really saying.
I also realised that you can’t push people further than they want to go. Everyones on their own journey. It’s not even spiritual journey. It’s just life. Everybody is trying to figure something out. But I think more people need to realise that their reason for existence needs to be questioned at least a little.